I don't give a shit about girls. They're all lying, cheating, Sketchy McGetchy, trash whores and they're just fucking annoying. None worth my time.
I don't give a shit about school. Pretty much cause I'm not there right now I guess.
I don't give a shit about God. Not that I don't believe, just haven't felt Him lately, haven't needed Him lately, just doing okay without.
A lot of the time, my "chill" makes me cold. Cold all the way through. I think my heart is broken. Not broken in the sense of romance and that nonsense, but broken in the regular ol' sense of NOT WORKING. I can't love, I can't care, I can't...whatever.
So this blog has been depressing I'm sure, and may come as a shock to my usual readership. But it might just be because the only time I ever get the opportunity to blog is when I'm alone, away from my friends and family and that would bring anyone down right?
I have a small arsenal of explosives that I'm going to detonate tonight. Fuck yeah, you better watch out.
I refuse to be part of a world, refusing learning, refusing thought,
Refusing feeling, refusing heart. Open our eyes so we can see again, unclench our fists so we can feel again. We're forward thinking, but no one cares.
Instead we open our hearts to greed, and it's a fucking killer, it's a fucking disease. It's the cancer in our bones that brought us to our knee'sWhere do you turn when everyone is as guilty?
I refuse to be part of a world, encouraging the suffering. the decline of beauty. The oppression. the depression. though no deliberation to this fucking tragedy?
Who will be the voice for those who haven't one?
Who will be the first to show humility?
Who will be the first to show morality?
Who will be the first to show empathy?
Who will be the first to show sincerity?
To teach me?
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