I haven't written anything lately, because frankly my life has turned into lots of "the same." I never wanted to say this, but...I've gotten used to it. I've pretty successfully adopted the "Gotta do what you gotta do" attitude, at least for the time being.
I work just under 40 hours a week amongst the milk, juice, and yogurt in the Wegman's Dairy Department. In addition, I also work anywhere from 8 to 22 hours a week in a group home for the Barber National Institute taking care of 4 individuals with special needs. I wish it were the other way around. I'm working on making that happen, but it's a slow process.
I do a lot of driving, due to the fact that my mom and I are sharing a car. We drop her off and vice versa. I don't hate it. I love driving. It's
me time. Only me time I really get...
So my tentative plan is as follows: work hard, pay rent, move home, pay school, take summer classes, resume financial aid, get back on track in school, and possibly a cross country move to Reno [pending a few outside circumstances]
Though my life is largely clouded by dull gray monotony, there are occasional breaks in the storm. Luckily, my free time is mostly concentrated in the weekends leaving me just enough time to recharge my batteries with my friends. Or more recently, a certain New Yorker. Her off time has been lining up with mine, and the resulting time spent has been perfect. It sounds super cheesy, but she really has been the light of my life. She's been making everything okay. She's keeping me sane. So, it's only fair that I do my best for her too right? Right.
Also, TOUR IS IN 4 DAYS!!! God, I cannot fucking wait. I don't know if you know this, but there's just about nothing I love more than the road. It's just heaven for me. Agh, I want it always. And what's more?! I get to play music with my friends the whole time!!! Heaven I tell ya.
My light brown cardboard Hell...
Cute little pills
Ice Castle!
Perfection
My friends take over where ever we go
My town is pretty...sometimes...
