Reflection

I take a look in the mirror and stare into the eyes of everything I fear. My reflection looks back at me and screams so I can hear: “Slow down. What the fuck are you running from? You’re hearing a siren song that isn’t being sung. Quit thinking about the man you want to be and look at the kid in this mirror you see. He’s got a heavy heart with miles of potential and he’s had it from the start. If only, if only he knew how to dig deep. If only, if only he knew how far to reach. You’ve got days upon weeks and weeks upon months. You’ve got months upon years and years until you’re done. Now get out and get busy living because you just spent the last 4 years isolated; dying. The man you want to see and the man you strive to be will stand here when you set your mind and your heart free.”


It's there if you want it.
It's there if you can find it.
It's rough but you get the idea.
I don't take any credit...except for the beats.

Cause Anything Is Better...

"...than lying in some comfortable death bed, staring into the abyss. As afraid of living as I am of not living."

So my laptop was just about fixed, but my dumb ass never made the recovery disks. So now I gotta use a machete to cut through the miles of red tape with Gateway and Geek Squad. Motherfuck.

So, It's been what? 2 weeks since my last update? Shit man. I don't even know where to start, so I'll just list some stuff I think is worth mentioning.

- Guts and Glory is finished. Went out with a bang for sure.
- Biter is on the move.
- I'm in the process of becoming a fire fighter.
- Texted Kelly on her birthday and got the closure I needed. [Saw her at Wal-Mart today to]
- Hannah and I have been talking again kinda.
- Makin a lot of new friends with work and such.
- Makin money
- Lost my Financial Aid
- Appealing to get my Fin. Aid back
- Working out still, not as often as I should, but I'm gettin there.
- Things are pretty okay.

Everything is gonna be alright.